had 2 change the way i look a problem

emotion some time effect the way i look a problem made me feel bad, or mad,, there 's an angger inside,,,that angger block a clear few or the real problem,,,it's hard 2 make my self calm,, specially when i had no one 2 guide me,,,i talk 2 every one 2 keep away this lonely feeling from inside,,when i had no one 2 talk 2 seem's like this problem is killing me,,, no place 2 complain,,,i know that i mustn't be relied on other,,,what i do is my consequence,,had 2 deal it my self,,,other can say or give their opinion but the one that had 2 get throug it is ur self so u had 2 make a clear destition,,,not good 4 them but good 4 u coz u were the one face that situation,,,

sometime i want 2 scream untill no more voice can came out,,,n said sh**t but i had 2 see in adeferent point of view,,there always an explanation in every thing that happen 2 me,,,that reason may be bad 4 me but good 4 other,,i can't be selfish,,,

when i feel so angry there is a though cross my mind,,n it was a bad thougt,,like alittle bit try 2 break a rule or create aproblem that can make them fell mad or angry just like i do,,so they can feel how i feel,,,but if i do that it's mean i create new problem n it was a bigger problem,,,



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