JOMBLO bukan karena tidak laku
JOMBLO bukan karena nasib
tp merupakan pilihan yang diambil
(^^,)
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i admit that someone has touch my heart,,,but why do i still alone well it's a destistion that i made for my self,,,gw masih punya pemikiran tuk dekat ataupun memahami orang lain ga perlu pacaran,,,mungkin bagi orang lain pemikiran gw kolot, aneh or ga masuk akal tp bagi gw itu mungkin,,,
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"i have feel this once"
i like him not because his nice word
(coz he never said it)
i like him not because he was handsome
i like him not because a physical touch
i don't need any reason to like him
coz he was special
even he was special i never want him tobe with me
dia akan semakin istimewa dengan kebebasannya
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ternyata alfi bisa juga ya merasakan itu,,tp blm mau bilang klo itu cinta coz i will only love my husband,,,he will the one n only hehehe,,,
kadang suka mikir juga siapa ya yg akan jd pendamping gw sampe kadang2 menghayal soal itu,,, kapan siy ya si alfi ga ngayal,,, just thingking about it make me want to lough,,, kaya gada aja yg lebih berguna tuk dipikirkan,,,gw punya keyakinan tersendiri klo dalam 2 thn ini pasti ada,,, (hahaha pd kali ya padahal klo da yg deketin gw yg kabur) penyakit takut gw ma co masih belum ilang neh,,, tp klo berteman mau ma preman or penjahat sekalipun gw ga takut,,,
people change,people grow n develope
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i've wonder will i be sure about something i don't even dare to think about
i don't want to hold any one
i don't want to give any hope
coz i know i'm the one who need that hope
always affraid to lose something i never had
ups,,, it's a word i creat a few days ago,,,
alfi kumat euy,,,jangan mulai lagi tar sedih sendiri fie,,
nah ini salah satu kebiasaan gw,,klo gw lagi ngerasa sedih atau down diri gw sendiri lah yg menyemangati n memberikan kata2 bijak,,,
i create that feeling so i'm the one who had to make it calm =p
klo kebanyakakan nulis nanti males bacanya jadi sesi pertama sekian dulu
(^_^)
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