LOVE,,LIFE,, part I

JOMBLO bukan karena tidak laku

JOMBLO bukan karena nasib

tp merupakan pilihan yang diambil

(^^,)

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i admit that someone has touch my heart,,,but why do i still alone well it's a destistion that i made for my self,,,gw masih punya pemikiran tuk dekat ataupun memahami orang lain ga perlu pacaran,,,mungkin bagi orang lain pemikiran gw kolot, aneh or ga masuk akal tp bagi gw itu mungkin,,,

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"i have feel this once"

i like him not because his nice word

(coz he never said it)

i like him not because he was handsome

i like him not because a physical touch

i don't need any reason to like him

coz he was special

even he was special i never want him tobe with me

dia akan semakin istimewa dengan kebebasannya

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ternyata alfi bisa juga ya merasakan itu,,tp blm mau bilang klo itu cinta coz i will only love my husband,,,he will the one n only hehehe,,,

kadang suka mikir juga siapa ya yg akan jd pendamping gw sampe kadang2 menghayal soal itu,,, kapan siy ya si alfi ga ngayal,,, just thingking about it make me want to lough,,, kaya gada aja yg lebih berguna tuk dipikirkan,,,gw punya keyakinan tersendiri klo dalam 2 thn ini pasti ada,,, (hahaha pd kali ya padahal klo da yg deketin gw yg kabur) penyakit takut gw ma co masih belum ilang neh,,, tp klo berteman mau ma preman or penjahat sekalipun gw ga takut,,,

people change,people grow n develope

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i've wonder will i be sure about something i don't even dare to think about

i don't want to hold any one

i don't want to give any hope

coz i know i'm the one who need that hope

always affraid to lose something i never had

ups,,, it's a word i creat a few days ago,,,

alfi kumat euy,,,jangan mulai lagi tar sedih sendiri fie,,

nah ini salah satu kebiasaan gw,,klo gw lagi ngerasa sedih atau down diri gw sendiri lah yg menyemangati n memberikan kata2 bijak,,,

i create that feeling so i'm the one who had to make it calm =p

klo kebanyakakan nulis nanti males bacanya jadi sesi pertama sekian dulu

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SMILE (^_^)

(^_^) This Smile were create by u

(^_^) This Smile i give for u

(^_^) Another Smile so u could remember me

Hope u could also (^_^) Smile for me

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thx 4 giving this smile,,,u create this joy,,,

meski kadang senyum yg tercipta dapat membuat rasa sakit

bahkan kenangan sedih pun bisa membuat kita tersenyum

senyum itu memang indah,,

banyak orang dapat terpesona karena senyum

senyum dapat meninggalkan kesan simple tapi mendalam

kebahagiaan dapat terpancar melalui senyum

senyum dapat menjadi suatu jawaban

i realy like 2 see other smile back at me

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leave the past n the past going to find the future

memory,,,well it's some thing that stay in ur head,,,it could be bad or good,,,masa lalu mang mau ga mau pasti ditinggalkan,,,tidak dapat dihilangkan ataupun diulang,,,(smua juga ngerti itu ya,,hehehe =p)

kenapa memory gw banyak yg ilang ya,,,kadang klo lagi ngumpul cerita2 soal masa kecil or masa skul,,gw bisa diem sendiri,,mencoba tuk mengingat apa iya kaya gitu,,,,dah nyoba mikir,,lama pula,,,sampe kening berkerut,,,n sedikit berhayal n kehilangan kontak dengan bumi hehehehe (hiperbola bgt) =p tp tetep aja ga inget jd gmn dong paling manggut2 aja,,,dengan memasang sedikit senyum tipis,,,mereka terus cerita n gw tetep mikir,,,huff,,,

hmm gw jd mikir judul yg gw ambil dari lirik lagu tuh yg diatas,,,

bahkan sebuah masa lalu punya masa depan ya,,,

if im the past who was leave behind i will find my own future right