Apa arti hidup???

Pertanyaan yg simple tp menyebabkan banyak jawaban
Banyak pandangan berbeda pada setiap manusia dalam mendefinisikan pertanyaan itu.
Tapi apa mereka tau jawaban yg tepat?
Ketika mereka mengertahui jawaban yg tepat mereka tak langsung setuju
Berbagai penolakan dan argument mereka keluuarkan
Sebisa mungkin mereka menyangkal hal tersebut
Mereka pertahankan keyakinan mereka dan tidak menghiraukan bukti nyata
Yang ada bimbang dan ragu
Mereka ciptakan berbagai pertanyaan untuk meyakinkan diri mereka
Ketika mereka telah yakin timbul cobaanuntuk mengetahui apakah mereka benar2 mengerti danbisa bertahan dijalan itu atau tidak.


Cepat atau lambat orang akan bertanya apa tujuan hidup ini?
Apakah ada tujuan dalam kehidupan?
Seorang pemuda mengatakan bahwa tujuan hidup adalah hidup itu sendiri, memiliki anak, bahagia kemudian mati.
Namun apakah itu benar???
Apakah kematian sesungguhnya merupakan akhir dari semuanya?
Banyak orang di negeri timur atau barat merasa bahwa tujuan utama hidup adalah memperoleh materi dan mensejahterakan diri.
Mereka percaya bahwa hal tersebut dapat membuat hidup mereka bahagia dan penuh arti yang kemudian mereka berumur 70 atau 80 tahun kemudian meninggal dan lenyap untuk selamanya.
Namun bagaimana bila mereka sudah memiliki kekayaan materi?
Seorang penilis Canada Harry bruce mengatakan “suatu jumlah yang mengejutkandari orang2 kaya yang berkeras klo mereka tidak bahagia” hingga mantan presiden AS Jimmy Carter mengatakan”kita telah mendapati bahwa mendapati harta benda dan mengkomsumsinya tidak memuaskan kita akan kerinduan suatu arti……..”

Adakah orang yang berbahagia didunia ini?
Jika ada apa rahasianya?

*adopted from books (lupa judulnya apa,,hehehe =p)

kill this feeling

who r u??

suddenly came to my life
bring joy, smile n hope
u make me fly n reach the sky
u fill my life with happy thought
but all of that was fake
nothing real
u don't even dare to prove what u said
n I'm that fool to trust it

hehehe tuh kata2 sakit hati,,,
tp mahluk yg kaya gitu bisa ngerubah cara pandang orang thd orang lain
mungkin klo kata medisnya trauma
jd klo da yg ngerasa kaya gitu bagusnya diapain ya???
biasanya siy klo dah ngerasain kaya gitu anaknya jd lebih hati2 n banyak memilih intinya ga mau sakit hati kaya dulu lagi.

yg diatas analisa tanpa analisa alias asal,,hehehe
jujur gw juga ngerasa kaya gitu
klo da yg coba mendekat atau gw coba dekati ujung2nya malah mikir apa gw akan berhadapan sama fake hope lagi sampe akhirnya sampe ke kesimpulan i will not like a guy until i really know him n it work's otherwise klo lo blm bener2 kenal gw jgn coba blng suka,,,coz it not gonna work

for now only open for friendship, but after frienship become a mate siapa yg tau (^^,)

wuahahahahaha penting ya nulis itu biarin ah

cheer's
(^_^)

glow in the dark

well.. yang namanya dark dah pasti gelap tp dalam kegelapan bukan berarti ga akan ada cahaya yg muncul,,segelap apapun kehidupan yg kita jalanin pasti ada unsur cahaya yang bisa diserap dan dipancarkan kembali,,


ok,, may be i took the wrong way n lost in the dark,,while i was in that place i saw a very bright light n i use that light to lead my way,, but suddenly the light were off,,I'm being to afraid n cry,,i haven't notice that when i use that light i become depend on it,,


duh omongan gw belakangan kayanya dah rada berat,,bisa makin kurus kerempeng klo berat mulu bahasanya,,,hihihi =p intinya siy gw cm mau bilang yang namanya hidup da terang da gelap,,klo dalam keadaan terang smua mang bisa terlihat jelas,,mau ngumpet juga susah,,apalagi klo transparan bisa nerawang2 tuh,,hihihi,,tp klo lagi di gelap jgn jadiin orang lain sebagai penerang tp lo yg harus nerangin diri lo sendiri,,,serap smua cahaya yang ada n buat diri lo bercahaya,,


makin tua dah harus mikir panjang,,,ngeliat jauh kedepan,,,jgn kalut dalam emosi sesaat,,,bersikap bijak,,,berfikir jernih..
marah,,kesal,,kecewa itu juga bagian dari hidup..
apa yang lo alami skarang bisa jadi pelajaran tuk menjalani langkah selanjutnya
becarefull with ur next step..jalan ga selalu rata...


sedih di awal april tp bahagia di akhir april
new chapter Begin with a smile (^_^)

fallin in love with a perfect fantasy

I never realize that what i feel right now is a perfect fantasy,,,n I put to much hope on that fantasy,,,that's why it's feel hurts a lot,,,now i know why i write on my book "don't hope to much or it will hurt u"

Even it was a fantasy or not i do feel happy,,glad i can feel it even just for a while,,glad that I've been treated special even it just a word,,never feel the real thing,,i don't want to forget or hate any one,,until now i can't think clear all were mix up on my head,,if i keep thinking of it i will destroy my self n i have to make a decision to hold my step,,stay put at one place collect a courage to end it


I always failed at the first attempt,,it always does,, no mater what is it i always failed,,but god also give me a second chance so i could fix everything up

when i made up my mind suddenly this cheer's come's again,,some happy feeling were back at me n fill my life again,,there is a big disappointment n sadness but at least my cheers are back coz in the last one month that cheers disappeared from my life,, i lough but not happy,, i smile but to covered my sadness,,but from now all off the cheers n smile were truth,,real n not fake (^_^)

Mayday

I can eat even I want to, I can sleep what’s wrong with me, I can think (may be ur in love) may be I’m in love.

Mayday,,mayday I need some help,,it’s fells burning in side out of my head, don’t look at me don’t stare at me, n don’t laught,

Please stop me coz I think I’m in love

~~~

Part of my life,,,every one had right to fell it but why is it feel alittle bit hurt,,a mistake happen but do I deserve to be treated like this?is it wrong being jealous?thank god every one near me or him tell’s me to see the situation clearly not just accept everything,,,physically already tired plus this brain can't stop thinking,,blame my self n like a weak girl always do cry n cry,,,dammm,,hate the situation,,,why he always could reverse the situation n make me always the one that guilty,,,looking for forgiveness that’s what I do but he doesn’t give it to me till now,,,if I see it back word I have a strong reason to do what I do but he just can’t accept it,,he make me look’s like to possessive actually I just need an explanation,,if I consider it reasonable than that’s it,,no problems,,,adios,,,I’m not a perfect girl,,I don’t even look like the ordinary girl,,some off my friend even don’t consider me as a female,,

~~~

If u looking for a girl u can take to have fun than it’s not me

If u looking for a girl who always try to make her self pretty than it’s not me

I’m a girl who look up to a serious releasonship,,if u not ready for it don’t look for me,,,

~~~

I will try to accept u the way u r but it needs time

I’m also agirl who want to be understand

2 side communication

Not hide part of u n make me guesing what is it

~~~

Try to understand what love is, is it love above all?is it the only reason to close your eye n not seeing the real world, is it love become an answer from all the question n hope that can make a happy ending, open your eye,,heart,,n see inside the truth are there's more important thing than love, what u want is not always what u needed the most,,try to open ur eye n see inside

Busy month and full off tryout

After so long haven't got anything to do i got a job a shocking one,,, i joint an exhibition almost every day extend time in the office,,,come early in the morning n got back almost at midnight,,but I can make it,,even i was a little bit sleepy n have an unwell health i crush n hit the side walk n broke my motor cycle engine it's all because i want to get back home as fast as i can well the result is my have to repair my bike n the cost was so expensive for me,, it's about 300.000 rupiah that's not include oil,,,my lovely motor cycle need more attention than what it use Tobe,,


Awal masuk ke kantor itu gw ditawarinya Bantu dayat di oprasional n Bantu lomba anak,,tp job desk berubah persis 2 hr sebelum pameran,,,jd Bantu di buyer meet seller,,,awalnya gw juga ragu apa bisa gw ngerjainnya,,blm lagi tanggapan pesimis dr yg lain but I never know If I never try it,,,akhirnya dengan perasaan ragu, takut, n pasrah gw terima kerjaan itu, sebenernya karena ga bisa nolak juga siy jd diterima juga,,,


Jujur ditengah ketidaktahuan harus apa n gimana ngurus buyer permasalahan muncul satu persatu,,,dr mulai hotel yg blm di booking,,tamu yg ga kejemput di bandara bikin panic secara yg diurus tuh bule yg klo da sedikit aja yg ga beres or ga sesuai sama yg direncanakan bisa2 komplain abis2an,,,coz gw pernah ngerasain diomelin bule,,padahal bukan salah gw juga,,,itu rasanya ga enak bgt,,,


Dari smua permasalahan yg muncul itu malah buat gw bisa berfikir lebih baik, n try to organize it,,,dari mulai tlp hotel book lebih awal buat beberapa tamu yg dateng duluan sampe ngatur penjemputan si bule2 itu,,gw pikir kerjaan gw sampe disitu ternyata masih berlanjut ngurus reimburst tiket mereka,,duh tuh dolar cm numpang lewat aja,,ckckckc kapan ya punya dolar beneran,,hehheh(ngayal dikit). Masalah ternyata blm berakhir sampe disitu,,masih harus ngurusin kepulangan mereka,,,ups,,dammm,,got to coordinate again with the driver to make everything run smooth,,,the last siy kayanya cukup sukses meski banyak kendala,,,thank god again I can fulfill my duty n show them that I can do it jd jangan suka mandang sebelah mata (^^,)


Semakin diberi tanggung jawab semakin diri mikir gimana cara mengatasi permasalahannya,,,jangan takut bertanya,,,tanyalah smua orang yg memang berhubungan ma masalah yg lo alami,,ga perlu takut mengakui klo kita gatau n jangan sok tau,,gw tau gw orangnya gampang panic tp klo gw bisa sedikit nenangin diri I can find out the answer

extreamly happy

what a hell off a month

hari2nya sama aja cm ga biasa,,full with happy tought ^_^

~~~

giling,,,

i don't want to use the word "i don't know why"coz i know the reason i just don't want to share it,, (^^,)hihihi (dateng deh pelitnya) seem's like i already reach tho the stage off happines"wuidih berat niy" my smile n happy face won't get off my face,,feel he could understand me n treated so special,,,my heart sometime beating so fast,,,dag,dig,dug n feel so free,,, free to act n say,,, feel like a woman (mang sebelumnya bukan cewe gitu?)

~~~

promise is a promise no matter how i can't broke my own promise,,maybe there will be a regret or even appear some hope,

~~~

i lock my self,, i don't even know how to open it

(no one ever find the key =p hihi =p)

silly thing's

keanehan alfi mang gada abisnya,,,
gw sendiri aja suka gregetan ma kelakuan gw sendiri
kadang ngerasa malu sendiri,,,mau dihilangin ko susah bgt ya kaya dah melekat bgt,,,

keanehan2 yg belakangan sering bgt terjadi :

• nunggu nada sambung tlp lama bgt sambil liat kompy tp ternyata tlpnya blm di pencet,,,gmn mau nyambung coba
• stater motor di sela ko ga nyala2 ya"mati gw niy motor knp klo mogok gmn gw pulang???"ternyata motornya mang blm gw nyalain,,hihihi
• kunci motor biasanya main senaknya aja di kantongin atau ditaruh sembarangan,,begitu mau dipke ga ketemu,,,bisa nyari sampe keriting trus rebonding lalu keriting lagi setelah itu botak (sampe STT => stress tingkat tinggi) tetep aja ga ketemu gimana mo inget wong lupa ko!!!
• reaksi otak hiperaktif tak terkontrol, baru disebut aja bisa langsung kebayang (kec ngomongin jalan)
• suka kebakaran jenggot klo hp sepi (kaya pernah ngerasain aja) sampe2 MC no sendiri supaya denger ringtonenya (kurang kerjaan bgt!!)
• bertindak baru berfikir alasan dateng belakangan (apa ga tebalik tuh?)

masih banyak lagi cm blm inget aja ma keanehan2 lain

hahahaha aib ko di publish (dasar aneh!)

^_^